Broke up yesterday. (20th August)
Heh. Immune to it. Can't care much more.
But sleepless nights.
Then the next day another people ask me for couple after I told him I broke up.
(Don't think I should reveal the name)
A bit the crazy though.
Thank god Chee Hui and Leanne is there talking to me =}
And.. Steffi.
Gaaaa~
Finally finished New Moon.
OMG, the ending fucking stuck half way.
I'm freaking graving for Eclipse.
If there is any nice and rich people out there, please T.T buy me Eclipse(the book) and Eclipse(the mint) and Breaking Dawn T.T
x3333
And because it is now 3:23am, I'm so freaking bored I went Leanne's blog.
I was so curious I cant stop clicking it =}
top : Firefox have prevented 100 pop-up windows
bottom right : Take care and have fun.
I don't dare to go any further just it case one ghost come out =.=
Bella's truck, a 1953 Chevrolet Pickup Truck
Edward's Volvo, the silver S60R 
Rosalie's BMW M3 convertible
Carlisle's Mercedes S55 AMG
Emmett's Jeep Wrangler
Edward's "special occasion" car, and the one he used to take Bella to the Prom. The Aston Martin V12 Vanquish
Alice's Porsche 911 Turbo
Jacob's Volkswagen Rabbit
With the recent release of Breaking Dawn, it has once again become necessary to add some new cars. Here are two pictures and a video of the Mercedes S600 Guard (the "Guardian" in BD is a fictitious car which is one step up from the Guard).
Bella's future car
Today, we have tuition it seems.
Happy Sweeeeeeeeeeet Sixteeeeeeeen =} .Eunice.
16/08/08
p/s: I was the 10th person who wished her, I'm just posting this late.
Not much really happen these days
***
No idea why and how, there is a person suddenly ignore me.
Well yes, I was rude that day.
I apologize leh~~~~ ={
Steffi and I making absurd inferences.
But if that is how you want to be, I don;t know what to say anymore.
But if you are really ignoring and avoiding me, at least leave down a reason. Will you?
P/S: You still owe me a present. I'm still waiting =.=
Still addict to Edward Cullen <3
Still addict to Twilight <3
Still addict to New Moon <3
Still addict to Him <33
After getting our card cop, we found out that there was a replacement teacher.
Of course we wouldn't go in and ran out.
Yeah.. ran out.
So Eunice asked me to called Divya.
I messaged a fella to reload for me.
Then just 2 seconds after sending the message, Divya came out from a shop.
No idea why but Eun and I have a ver shock face.
Eunice went with her friends to the Makbul.
Divya, Asvini and I there prank call people =x
Well not exactly laaaa. =}
Then Divya belanja me Teh O' Ais Limau.
Well, I'm suppose to put a picture here but my connection is slow.
Maybe next time? =)
Then so coincident Pei Wen went to Makbul too.
Will be changing my layout when I have the time.
❤Stand up (Intro)
❤Haru Haru
❤Heaven
❤A Good Man
❤Lady
❤Oh My Frined
STAND UP (Intro)
[GD] BIG BANG, Let’s go!
[YB] I wanna
I just let it go
[SR] Individually different groove(s) (hey)
(yet it) isn’t the same group (hey)
B.I.G. B.A.N.G.~
[DS] Some kind of different move (hey)
We are that boom (hey)
B.I.G. B.A.N.G~
[GD] (Check it out, yea)
Listen up, listen up
For me, it’s an intense crack
Addicts appear on this dangerous track
Five people alone is not a set
Seungri, Daesung, G-Dragon is (the) golden ticket
[TOP] We are always next to you
We will deliver another deep impression
As you know this generation’s TOP
High quality and color like the high SUN [GD said SR, DS, GD; TOP said TOP & YB; YB=sun <3]
[DS] Let’s get crazy yo let’s overdo things together
[SR] I can’t control myself as there are more people
[YB] (Hey) loser on the stage, move it’s our turn again [<---sexy]
Everybody stand up, stand up!
Everybody wake up, wake up!
[SR] Individually different groove(s) (hey)
(yet it) isn’t the same group (hey)
B.I.G. B.A.N.G.~
[DS] Some kind of different move (hey)
We are that boom (hey)
B.I.G. B.A.N.G~
You want some more
[GD] (Give it to me, give it to me) (x3)
5, 4, 3, 2, 0
HARU HARU
Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me
Ah ah ah ah~
[Verse 1; GD + TOP]
My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can’t be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(say goodbye)
[GD Rap]
Yeah, I thought I wouldn’t be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don’t answer anything as I cry out “I miss you”
I hope for a vain expectation but now it’s useless
[TOP Rap]
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can’t get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
[Chorus]
Don’t look back and leave
Don’t find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye…
[Verse 2; SR + DS]
If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn’t see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly
[GD] Always be happy with him, (so) I won’t ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won’t be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
[TOP] You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened
[Repeat Chorus]
[Bridge; DS + SR]
I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by
[YB] It would’ve hurt less if we didn’t meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you
[Repeat Chorus]
Oh girl I cry, cry
You’re my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don’t lie, lie
You’re my heart, say goodbye
HEAVEN
I love you, I remember you, Heaven
[GD] (Sing it together! Big Bang, Hey T, let’s do it brah! Go go go)
la la la la-
[TOP] 24/7 you are everlasting heaven
[GD] 24/7 you are my only heaven
[TOP] 24/7 you are everlasting heaving 24/7 heaven
[GD] (Let’s go) Thought it would be the last, thought the second would never come
Love that didn’t suit me at all came to me this hot summer
My other half that I’ve waited and waited for, I always had a dream about you
You are my resting place in my heart,
I want to stare and stare again, give and give again
[TOP] I feel thirsty because of flutter, why does my love run away
I am mad, it’s not going how I wanted, I can’t understand
But I don’t want to lose you, I don’t want to be apart from you
You are the one in my life you are more beautiful than heaven
[Chorus]
I love you, I call you, I remember you, I wait for you
Your one phrase, that “I love you” phrase
I love you I remember you (I remember your everything)
[TOP/GD] Tears of sorrow, sky, star, and heaven
[SR] You breathe in my every lifestyle
I see only your name in my phone without knowing
[YB] I hold your hands several times in one day
I feel like I have everything when I kiss you
[TOP] Oh baby a sweet aroma from mini-hompi that I visit everyday
[GD] Oh baby a short text message is too short to express my love
[DS] People make fun of me, (but) I feel happy everyday
[TOP/DS] (Oh baby I feel alive these days) because of you
[Repeat Chorus]
(GD: Hey, hey listen to me)
[DS] Everyday I am afraid; what if you leave me again, become vague from me
[YB] (I feel) so thankful, (I) love you so much, you are the only person in the door of heaven inside of my heart
[Repeat Chorus]
[GD] 24/7, my heaven
A GOOD MAN
[Chrous]
I wouldn’t be like this if I was a good man
But I am not a bad man, right?
Please don’t say it was a misunderstanding
A wrinkled sentimental heart, my last pride thrown away
[GD] I met you after long, long wait; this is heaven’s play (a joke)
Rain stops when it comes down, I just have to hide when lightening strikes
In a dream without you, I wander around everyday, 24 hours
I am anxious to know if you are doing well, if you fell asleep already
[DS] Oh please on more time dance with me tonight
A sweet time with you in my dream again tonight
Stories we shared as we matched our feet calmly
[GD] Stream water is like a toxic
Looks for key to maze of reality
[YB] Is my stunning love a tear of misunderstanding
A bouquet that I put my last hope in
[DS+YB] Heart that was stepped on is harassing me
[GD] OK think in a different point of view, I am sorry dear
[Repeat Chorus]
[TOP] Lost appetite, a wallet to take out a picture again
Checking an empty inbox in cell phone like a fool
[SR] I will erase everything because of yearning, the way of doing it without any evidences
[TOP] One man’s pureness is romantic, a shout from deep inside of his heart
Time will solve it, a stinging whip called separation
(Please have only a bit of caffeine and alcohol)
My reflection in the mirror ignores me
[Repeat Chorus]
[TOP/SR] Pride that I persisted turns into tears on eyes that didn’t move at all
Rain drops lightly(?); She can’t forget about me yet (You can’t forget me) (x2)
A good person (She can’t forget me)
A bad person (I forget you)
A good person, a bad person
I, I, I am a bad person
[Repeat Chorus]
LADY
Excuse me miss girl
(GD: Hey, Lady…. Know What? Hehe, yo)
Excuse me miss girl (Hey)
Excuse me miss girl (Hey)
Excuse me miss –
(GD: Come here, sit down, let’s talk)
[Chorus]
[YB] Oh lady don’t leave already, give me some more time
My lady, I still have words to say
[DS] Don’t say “Do it tomorrow,” give me your love
My lady I say yo, I say yo~~~
[TOP] Hold on a sec, excuse me miss – name? Age? Do you have time?
Girl, I won’t hurt you, I am a gentleman so hurry up
What’s yo’ name
[GD] To be honest, (my heart) beats fast, my sweat drips down, my heart beats
I don’t know, don’t know
Big steps with big strides, one step stealthily, our love line is sunny sunny (Here we go)
[TOP] I feel a good premonition especially today
[SR] My heart flutters ah-ha will I be able to talk today
[Repeat Chorus]
(GD: Verse 2)
[SR] I try to catch your sight 1, 2 (1, 2) but you don’t look at me, make me feel awkward
You will come to me soon, I know (you’re the only one girl)
[DS] I can’t explain everything, but this is my first time being like this
The world stopped soon as I saw you, except my heart
[TOP] I feel a good premonition especially today
[YB] My heart flutters yea~ will I be able to talk today
[Repeat Chorus]
[GD] (Ahemm, Lady, I’ll give you something girl, let’s gooo)
I say yoyoyo, let it go go go I am tired, hurry up (and) call call call
Can’t you understand my heart?
[TOP] I can’t understand my own heart now, huh
I feel dizzy and disgusted when I think about what I can do for you to accept me
[GD] I feel like giving up but I feel blushed when I see your face again
I can’t handle it, I am like that
[YB] This is last time, I wear a nice suit, flowers that looks like you, and necklace, ring
I love you, I need you, I wanna be your man baby
[Repeat Chorus]
[GD] (Sing it louder!)
Excuse me miss lady
So tell me what your name is
And where you from, baby (x2)
[YB] I say yo, I say yo~~~
OH MY FRIEND
[GD] 1, 2, 3, 4!
[DS] If this world makes you sad, say my name whenever and wherever
I am 911 emergency, for you only, I’m only 5 minutes away, yeah yeah
[SR] Your sorrow that you feel isn’t sorrow
It’s a rope that bonded us together
[YB] I’ll get wet in rain for you, run without a stop, go through a rough wind yeah
Your heavy burden, dark shadow; I will block them all now [<-- cute!]
[Chorus NO BRAIN]
Oh my friend oh my friend; I will be your friend forever
Oh my friend oh my friend; only you can make me live
Oh my friend oh my friend; I will become a tree behind you silently
Oh my friend oh my friend; my friend I love you (dear) friend
[TOP] Let’s rock & roll, man I don’t control
Close your eyes and open your heart (Love & Peace)
(A) Hope you dreamed (of), trust me, tells only truth without lies
Walk straight, limp at least once, mistakes can happen to anyone
Step on a failure and get up, goodbye to a wound that aches
[GD] (Yo) Come on! Hold my hand and let’s go, let’s look for a lost dream again
Let’s fly together, brush up dusts, let’s go together, a person next to you as well
We can’t see an end but future is bright, there are many chances because we are young
Let’s love each other, scream louder, FREEDOM!
[Repeat Chorus]
(Yea, yea, yea, here we go!)
[Bridge; DS + SR + YB]
Leave from bored daily life as you dreamed
Run toward the dream, dear
Go away go away, let’s go away baby
Whoa ho, Whoa… oh oh ~ (GD: Big Bang, No Brain, haha once again) (x2)
(Yeaaa) Everybody RUN!
[Repeat Chorus]
When he haven come to me,
ask for forgiving,
I was so in love with you,
But I don't have the feeling to be with you yet.
Until I forgave him,
You came up to me more and more,
Time by time,
Days by days,
more amazing things you made,
dazzles me frequently.
I tried to forget,
Forget everything I felt,
Felt the way I should for the other him,
Him my only one I should love.
If I can choose,
I will choose to be with you,
Even I know I wouldn't have my chance,
I got no patience in everything,
I will have my patience on you,
The very you.
I think really too much,
You must have already got the other her,
Very loving and such,
Although the distance is far away,
But your love to her is stronger than ever,
Goodbye,
Bye.
Today, the day where all Leos getting installed and become an official member or Board of Directors.
Early in the morning, 8.50am I was outside the school already.
Because I was always late I got up specially today.
Whole day my stomach wasn't really feeling well though.
So my parents and I went to have a small breakfast at the Rock Café. I just have a drink.
Then Brandon called asking where am I.
I answered and tell them I'll be back by 9.30am.
So went back, most of the people were already there.
Chairs were arranged.
Things were lined up.
Everybody was freaking sweaty leh!
Eunice cannot stand it so she say she is going home and bath and come back.
Michelle and I followed.
So went back and bath.
Repack the stuffs and went back there.
***
People gained more and more.
I went back upstairs to put my stuffs.
Then came down waiting for the outgoing to pick up the ticket.
The Hall 
downstairs entrance
our decorations
My post were backstage.
Crews are
- Brandon
- Sanesh
- Choo Quan
- Aqilah
- Ellisa
- Joon Keit
I really really want to thanks you guys a lot!! x3333
And also others who helped me.
Thank so much!!
*hugs*
So was really very busy the whole day!
Walk here and there with my freaking tall heels.
Gosh..
So the entrance for the guest of honours we got Lion dance =}
Lion's butt. Heh. I tried so hard to hit it =x 
Lions. As in the humans one.
dudes
Leo Pledge
Presidents
Lion Chan Kee Oi's speech
Induction
first performance. Sclonez. USJ8
Then it was break time.
Taking pictures asss usual.
Stephanie and I
Toooo much to mention
Edward and I
Yee Ling, Me, Taryna
Me and Ying Zhi. (The BigBang fangirls x33) 
Me and Yee Chern. This picture looks awefully stupid xD 
Me and Shi Zhen
And some some other pictures in other people's camera. Heh.
And so there are performances...
Christopher and Alyssa
Mimics
Balls n' Sticks
Shawn Lee
Degel
It was almost the end, Leos went up and dance.
So everything ended.
Up to us to clean up the mess again.
Most up them went back.
Left Eunice, Pei Wen, Elaine, Ai Ping, Me, Terence, Mark and Chee Keong.
Ai Ping, Chee Keong and I went to Sunway Pyramid by taxi first.
For the rest are waiting for Pei Wen's brother's car.
Chee Keong was telling about their punishment in Forum.
Yea, really unfair that La Salle got punished but not Assunta.
Hmmm...
So later meet up the rest and I was about to go back.
Hee.
We cleaners.
Sunset
Hahahahahahahaha. Its disgusting xD 
Passes
Agenda
Nikki's present to me.
My card =}
Cards =}
Wow..
So many things happened I can't even remember what I want to say.
Erm lets start with something small.
Well I finally know how to make animated pictures.
First I re-edit my blog header.
Yea, it sucks.
But hey, everybody learns.
Then added the song few weeks ago.
I'm late.
Always late.
Finally I know that I've been late for school for 11times.
Pn. Vijaya was curious how come I didn't receive any letter.
So am I.
I'm currently finding for a black acoustic guitar with white outline.
I'm also starting to be addicted to Twilight.
I saw Huey Min read it few weeks ago.
Last weekend it came out of the newspaper.
Saying about the fourth and also as the last book.
So I finally got it from Jasmine.
Thanks =}
It is really nice!
Having a sleepy day today.
Cause of talking to Nikki, I was stuck with the Form5s which I had been downstairs.
Then nevermind.
I heard people saying "Eh I saw chu pa weh,". (chu pa = pork chop)
I don't know why, but I just hate when people says that.
So insulting you know!
Even my friend calls herself one I scolded and feel like slapping her LOL
I don't know who say that la.. but really bo song lo
Guys really don't understand girls who-don't-think-themselves are pretty.
They are very sensitive okay! (Yes, it also refers to me.)
And another thing I hate is, when a girl just FREAKING TAKE A GLANCE ON YOUUUU, YOUUUUUU WILL FREAKING THOUGHT SHE LIKES YOU! WOOOOOOOOOOW!!!!
I mean seriously!
It even happen to me before!
He kinda avoids me, but luckily his okay with me now.
Just because the girl looks out from her class, or maybe her eyes direct to your class, doesn't mean shes freaking looking at you.
If you think so, that means you're saying other guys in your class is gay =}
Am I right?
Then you think you're such a pretty boy, all perfect and stuffs, insulting the very innocent girl.
Since you think you're such a pretty boy with lots of friends, you start spreading them too.
Making yourself proud that there is a girl looking at you and insulting in front of your friends and hence you're their joker.
And then you will lose your fan too if you spread it too much.
Like what my friend Aki said before "Got people see you also happy already la,".
I really don't know what is wrong with those guys weh!
Don"t like then try to ask out.
If not, admit you got no balls.
Don't have to criticize people okay.
So out of curiosity, I asked a few guys in my class.
Question is What if there is a girl, not that pretty and she likes you, not by confession, how will you react?
Danial Abdul Rahman
Well, I will just make friend with the girl.
Lewis Yuen
OMG I will just run!
Shi Zhen
Er...
Idiots.
You see, Danial rocks.
His a total handsome gentlemen.
Unlike youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~
Ai Ping and I
Extras
Whisky
Rocky
Gordon's one year old. (My cousin's son)
Last year my tuition teacher told me something about yawning.
What makes us yawn?
The Physiological Theory -- Our bodies induce yawning to drawn in more oxygen or remove a build-up of carbon dioxide. This theory helps explain why we yawn in groups. Larger groups produce more carbon dioxide, which means our bodies would act to draw in more oxygen and get rid of the excess carbon dioxide.
Why do we cry?
Basal tears keep our eyes lubricated constantly. Reflex tears are produced when our eyes get irritated, like with onions or when something gets into our eyes.
The third kind of tear is produced when the body reacts emotionally
to something.
Each type of tear contains different amounts of chemical proteins and hormones. S
cientists have discovered that the emotional tears contain higher levels of manganese and the hormone prolactin, and this contributes in a reduction of both of these in the body; thus helping to keep depression away.
Many people have found that crying actually calms them after being upset, and this is in part due to the chemicals and hormones that are released in the tears.
The psychic tears (or emotional tears) require an emotional response, or trigger to be activated.
The largest tear gland, the lacrimal gland produces the tears of emotion and reflex.
Many believe that the body, in times of emotional stress, depends on this gland to release excess amounts of chemicals and hormones, returning it to a stable state.
Why do we get grey or white hair as we age?
The change in hair color is caused by the gradual decrease of pigmentation that occurs when melanin ceases to be produced in the hair root and new hairs grow in without pigment.
Two genes appear to be responsible for the process of graying, Bcl2 and Mitf. The stem cells at the base of hair follicles are responsible for producing melanocytes, the cells that produce and store pigment in hair and skin.
The death of the melanocyte stem cells causes the onset of graying.
(more to be updated)
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Today from a fine day turn to a bad one.
Well bla bla bla school as usual.
Until BM time when teacher didn't come,
I went lepak lepak with Sheila, Cassandra, Nafisah etc etc etc
Sheila and Nafisah strumping the guitar so yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeenggg!
Then Nana taught be a bit of guitar notes.
Get to hold guitar leh!
Syioooooook giler! <33333
Later got Leo club General Meeting luhh.
After meeting I only got a little bit of credit only.
So messaged Edward to reload faster for me.
Keep on message him to reload for me, he keep on call me wait.
Fine, nevermind.
Sat at the bus stop with the form one girls and Julian Kim.
Girls went, left us two.
So talk about his problem.
Then I give up of waiting tell him I want to o Amelia's house to borrow a phone.
So teman me along =}
Rang the bell.
No answer.
Change to Alyssa's house.
He teman =}
Plus his tuition is like at 3pm, and that time was like 2.46pm??
So sweet you know!!
Then I turned left is Alyssa's and he turn right is his.
But still want to teman.
He says that he don't like girls to walk alone back home thats why everyday he teman Alyssa go home.
So nice weh!
So went to Alyssa's house and borrowed her house phone.
Not exactly her la, but her mum Lol.
Then walk back to school wait for my parents.
Parents fetch me to Station One to eat.
Kaninaaaaa!!!!
Few minutes later only my handphone reload already.
Then scold him la!!
Kaninaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
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